Ok, I’ve told you all about getting locked in the bathroom,
the finding of a snake, and the adventures of getting stitches in your hand.
Now, I’m going to tell you about what was going on with the rest of our team
and with the family.
The excitement continued with the arrival of part of our
team that had not been there for the first week. One of our team members,
Sifiso, was having some problems getting his papers from the South African
government. Because of this Sifiso, his wife Gugu, and their son, Christian were
not able to begin our outreach journey with us. Today they arrived! However,
the team was down in the field and they had no idea that they were there. Cut
to the bringing in of the harvest.
This is the first time the family had planted the land and
they had been praying for a great harvest. They got one! Because there was so
much to bring in, our team paid for a tractor with a trailer to help bring it
in. You could hear the family and the team singing and rejoicing all the way up
the mountain! If we, as a team, had not been there to help them bring in the
harvest it could have taken up to two months just to get the field cut,
stacked, and separated. We did it in three days!! So of course there was great
rejoicing!! I’m hoping that you can picture this in your imagination because
right now there’s no data to upload photos. The team is all rejoicing over the
harvest and they look up and see Sifiso, Gugu, and little Christian. Let’s just
say that the noise level…oh I mean rejoicing…went up 10 octaves! Corn and
pumpkins were flying everywhere. The team was hugging, the family was hugging,
and everyone was singing and laughing! It was such a beautiful moment and to be
honest, it made me cry. Of course, the tears were a mixture of rejoicing for
the harvest, the rest of the team being there, and Brett’s cut hand.
Remember when I said I handle things good in the moment?
Well the moment was over; it was time to fall apart. Here’s the place where I bare
my heart and become very transparent. I truly was rejoicing about the harvest
and the rest of the team being there, but I was also having a pity party.
What was I thinking?! My husband is off, somewhere in
Africa, getting stitches in his hand with, what I hope, are clean instruments
and I’m not with him! Not that I could do anything but at least he wouldn’t be
alone. If it were me, he would be with me. Blah, blah, blah. All the negative
thoughts I could possibly have are hitting my brain like a locomotive. At home
I would have a cell phone and would be able to keep in touch with him, but here
I have nothing. The team is out rejoicing like nothing has happened and I’m
falling apart both inside and out. Lafo happens to see and, Lafo being Lafo,
asked what was wrong. The tears fell even harder and faster and in the midst I
was able to get out, “I’m really happy about all that’s going on but nobody has
asked about Brett.” She looked at me with that what in the world are you talking about look and then said “what
happened to Brett?” The team had no idea what had happened! They just knew that
Petros has been called and needed to head back to the house. They thought he
was in the room taking a nap. Of course when they found out they were shocked
and worried about him, too.
This is that place where trusting in God crashes headlong
into every negative thought the enemy can through at you and, you can easily get
into a place of fear. It did happen to me and the only way I knew to move past
it was to cry out to God and rest in His peace, so I did. I put my headphones on
and listened/sang worship songs until my heart and mind were at rest in the
Healer! My head knew that God was going to take care of Brett but my head and
my heart had to get in the same place. We all have those moments in life. It’s
what we do in the moment that matters. Do we continue to be afraid and let our
mind go crazy with everything that could happen or do we go to the Word and
rest in the scripture that says fear not? Here are just a few that give me
comfort and I encourage you today, if you are stuck in a moment of fear, to
read them over and over until you feel the literal peace of God that, HE HAS PROMISED, will transcend all
your understanding!
Psalm 56: 10-11 In
God, whose word I praise, in the LORD, whose word I praise—in God I trust and
am not afraid. What can man do to me?
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you;
my peace I give you, I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your
hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
Philippians 4:6-7 Do not be anxious about anything, but in
every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your
requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will
guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.